Wednesday, March 30, 2005

had a dream last nite~ i was at the airport ... lily fetch mi there in his green car, then saw my ex n his family, his mom came to talk to mi happily, then my ex saw mi n lily, he weep veri terribly~then my brother drove past with his mini cooper n waving happily to mi(hahaa, i also dunno why)~~~ well, guess in real life he will nv do tat, strong character lk him will nv cry for mi, my presence to him is nothing n he will nv appreciate my kindness for him~ well, guess some people juz ain't meant to b with mi to share my memories~ still dun get it, wat so ashame abt the past tat we had, if i day i were to talk abt my past, i b glad tat i have no regrets in my life, at least i tried my best in the past r/s n we had a few years of happy memories. WEll, juz dun understand some ppl juz lk to make life complicated by making stupid assumption~ the higher u climb, the higher u fall~

todae had some bad experience with the gym head instructor~ almost wanted to shout at him for his stupidity n rudeness~ california instructor r all lame ppl, freak who just wants money n muscular brainless people~ muhahhaaa~~~ i m refering to instructor, not member k~!persuading process goes lk ....." how much do u wana lose weight out of 10, i said 7 out of 10, if u dun take up the package, guess u r just 3 out of 10! dun try to spike mi~ it just piss mi off when ppl threaten mi in this way, i rather spent on clothes n food n clubbin than to all the idiot ppl`~~!!!!

Happily went shopping with linz.. n lily at orchard~